| short update. i left my aunts. i couldnt handle it anymore. im still alive. i just got outta the hospital though cause i got pretty sick. i love u guys and hopefully ill see or talk to some of you soon. ps my cell IS disconnected. |
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| bored. almost no one updates these anymore. fuck, i dropped my pizza. the music blaring from the tv is annoying as hell. if my brother doesnt change it from rap, im going to kill him slowly. i think ill go in my room and turn on country as loudly as my stereo will play it. |
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| a long few days. a lotta different things happened. a lotta interesting things. talked to people i havent talked to in a long time. spent time with my dad. found out just how many people on this planet give up those they love for their drug lust. realized that everyone is vulnerable to addictions. gained weight. spent time at the dr. tried to rest unsuccessfully. missed my heart because he wasnt himself for a little bit. cried for a while. laughed alot. beat mike up. got frustrated, then angry, then deadly. got scared. fell asleep in the arms of my love. woke up to his smile. yeah. just random things. |
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| no one will ever guess who i talked to today omg. shag called me and we talked for bout 15 minutes. it was crazy unexpected. i didnt even recognize his voice lol. he graduates from basic on friday and he'll be home for christmas and he said to tell everyone he loves you guys and misses you. id write more, but im dead tired |
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| choose: a life full of pain or a life lived without feeling at all |
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